I understand my father until I become father

I went to the university, father to shenyang send me. At the station, the train was open, father and crowded, to my side, told me: "time will come out, look for your elder sister around, if met, he told her, dad don't stop her, if she like it, and marry that man, as long as she can come back often look at me." I suddenly heart in a acid, my father is a bad temper, and proud, conceited people, to elder sister, father seldom lost his temper.
The elder sister's mother died in her early, father was five, and took a wife, and gave birth to me. Elder sister and mother of the friction has not broken, father dilemma. Elder sister graduated third day didn't run away, itself to the shenyang elder sister-in-law.
I go home to find her elder sister-in-law, elder sister-in-law said that she had no words for years. I went to the hospital, she worked on night market, hotel, the attendant, street supermarket put stall, the elder sister of the vegetable market vendors... All have no sight of her. I think, if she and the man together, go to other cities?
Sophomore year, one evening in late autumn, my classmates and I go after examination after eat wonton, talking about the content. A thin woman came up to the top, I took the chopsticks, was about to eat, suddenly saw her. She is put another bowl wonton to put her face before the students, sallow, eye socket, the bleaching in casually hair tied back, like a punk withered of weeds. I seized him thin arms, was called out: "elder sister."
So DuoNian, I was the first call her elder sister. Her into the bowl of a hand, "hua" fell to the floor with a, the eyes have no my memory is stubborn, looked me up and down for a long time, just call me: "life?"
She has been married, from a dish just coolie, starts later met and her work at the same hotel a jilin guy. Others very honesty, mean or two-the luggage moved in together, and colleagues in the hotel eat meal, even become a home. After getting married, two men quit my job and put the wonton booth, and barely make a living. She gave birth to a little girl, still less than two years.
I blame her: why so long all not contact with home? Don't you know dad more worried about you! She didn't speak in tears, of lashes.
Father received my phone, the second day will come. I take him to the wonton vendor's stand, kept away from a distance, the father stopped, looked at the kiosk busy she, suddenly squat in the sidewalk, like a little kid blare into tears.
She saw his father, for half a day, RuDong lips, also don't know what to say. A little girl LieLieJuJu over, young voice to childishness asked, "mommy, why are you crying? Who is he?" She hurriedly pull the child, walk to her father and said, "call, quick call master......"
Father picked up the child and LaoLei already, face.
Later, she said to me, do not keep son don't know parents grace. Because of the children of her own, she knew father is actually so love her. So DuoNian, her formidable, her wayward father, just the fear in my will, after ignoring her. So, she will use extreme ways that reminds father adore her.
In fact, the palm is meat, back where parents can ignore their children?